this major inferiority complex never seems to go.
i seem to fail so badly in every aspect of my God damn life.
really , what have i ever done right for myself or anybody else?
i fail as a person , a daughter , a student , a sibling , a cousin , a niece , a grandaughter , catholic ,a friend , a girlfriend?(that's why i got dumped)tsk.
im only a big cry baby who just cries and everybody wont tolerate that of me. is it wrong to let it out huh?
ask my mum , my dad ,geshy , they all couldnt take it what?
they dont like the idea of having to 'take care ' of me.haha.who's asking you to?
im not turning to anyone when i cry anymore , not like anyone's willing to listen.
how long will you stay to listen?
yu know how life throws stuff at you so you'll learn from it? it never promised that you;ll leave scar free.
i think time alone allows too much room for me to think.
literature stuent what , we're taught to think too much.
its not something anybody would understand even if i spoke up.
i dont think even you, Dear God, will know how it feels like.