i can safely conclude that yesterday was the worse day of this year so far.
i suffered from jajasyndrome.
its the feeling of feeling forgotten , just in case you dont know,
i was the only one in class who i knew. fantastic right?felt so out of place. had nobody to comfort me when the day is done.
cried on the bus when heading home. thought i swore i'll never cry again. but hey , cant control it.
took the wrong bus and walked about a kilometre in the rain.slipped and fell three times. caught a cold.
and all my close friends? i dont know where they disappear to.

met up with irni today. felt much better but when i got home ,ha. just like i had predicted, i felt like shit.
so yar.


thanks God for giving a straight forward answer.
got your hint. i'll try to accept it and live with it.

you. go ahead and continue tauting me.
and you. i know you know. so why dont you go ahead and continue with avoiding me.