i shall just blog anyway even though there's some random person lingering on my tagboard.
like i mentioned before.its round 2.i've been thru this before and i know where its gonna head. Gosh, love does destroy lives.im glad and really really thankful i've got farid and irni around.especially farid even though i caused you much trouble with regards to that incident.if you asked me honestly, i feel the strain on our friendship. misery does love its company.i want to hold up. i dont want to let myself be blinded by misery and fail to see the good things in life and let them slip away AGAIN. times like this i feel really paranoid. what if times like this and my backbone(farid and irni)decides to leave. what if i push them away? what if they themselves walked away. i dont know. i really dont. im trying to let go. i am.easier sid than done. but you'll have to agree with me that nothing taste as sweet as the things you cannot have.