today's not fine. not fine at all. God, im tearing again.
was supposed to meet atiqa to print our stuff for assessment
but am sick. and im certain tomorrow will definately screw up.
i dont know how to walk on the bright side no more
and my baby my dear hamster, she's been all out of sorts.sleeping the whole day. she barely responds when i nudge her. and she's all limp.im scared its her time. i hate it when everything and everyone leaves me behind.
i had a horrible dream just now too. i dreamt that my grandma left me behind. im scared. i really am.im scared i'll lose everything i have.im scared i fail myself and the people around me.
i feel like giving up on everything.im tired of fighting.there's nothing to look forward to anymore.