what hurts the most was being so close.

i worked my ass off for it and they can so casually shrug it off.

honestly, i've no idea what to do next.

im just very tired.

i hoped, i tried staying optimistic and worked for it.

look how far that brought me. 

everyone' s telling me be patient, time will solve these things.

how many months has it been last october?

one problem after another and the worse part , it doesnt give me time to recover.

so go ahead and laugh at my screwed up life.

go ahead. laugh at me for making so many wrong decisions.

what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

who's the fucking bastard who said that?

bullshit.

what doesnt kill you continues to kill you.