Wednesday, 6 August 2008

"This is my call for single status. My declaration of independence. There's no way changing places..."

HELLO MR. LUQMAN.
THE BIENNALE COMPETITION IS OPENED TO ART STUDENTS.
I'M NOT AN ART STUDENT.
!@#$%^&*()_ROARS.
But I want to join, how? It's SOOOOOOOOO tempting.
ROARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Today had been one of self realisation.

Like I was telling Farid today, being single is GOOD.
And I'm starting to embrace it.
You don't get broke easily.
You don't have to put up with the other person's flaws.
You don't get distracted with the stuff you have/need/want to do.
You don't have to carry your phone everywhere cause you don't expect anyone to text you.
You don't have to do what your partner expects of you.
You can listen to Avril lavigne for all you care. HEY HEY YOU YOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND! ehem. Just an analogy.
You have more time for yourself and your friends, who always appear non existent when all you can see is you partner.
You can find an eyecandy and drool everytime you walk past a TCC.lol
You don't get that sickening feeling of missing your partner so badly.
Then again,who doesn't want to find somebody and settle down right?
My answer : That can happen later in life when people our age all start to think that way too.

At 0213, Shannen, who's currently in Aussie chatted me up.
OMG. I miss her lar. I miss our morning assembly days when Ms Debbie will holler, "Shannen Low, Sheryl Tan. Enough?"ever so often.EH SHANNEN! How long's your hair now? lol
Talking to her made me realise that I'm actually thankful that my life sorta took a nose dive.
But look at it in a different light.

I know that this whole incident has brought me closer to God in so many ways.
Its like I was so caught up with my life and I don't stop to listen to God,
so he made a big situation like this happen to get my attention.
He made me lose so much till the extent that I felt that I've nothing left.
But when you have nothing, you tend to see God much clearer.
Sometimes things happen and we don't understand why till it's over.
Take Joseph for instant. His brothers wanted him gone.
He could have cursed God for making his life miserable but it was only later that he found out how big and detailed God's plans were. God sent him to Egypt and at the end of the day, he saved his own family and many others.
Point is, God knows so much more than we do. He plans so much further ahead.
Plans we made of our own are often faulty so shouldn't we just take a step back and let God take over?

Woah. Okay. That was scary. I don't believe all the above came from me.

On a lighter note.
I miss Aellesia.
It doesn't feel right without Auntie Sheryl ringing in  my ears.<3Anyway, I had to further edit the cross section. Hope it works this time round.
AND, here a peek to my latest project.

To end this post, here's a riddle.
I have 25 eyes,6 hands and 70 legs.
What am I?

kbye.

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