"Did anyone try to hard, well I guess I did..."

I feel so depressed.

Partially cause A7X tickets got sold out.

Partially cause I didn't get selected for apprenticeship.

Partially cause I didn't come close to winning any of the competitions I took part in.

Partially cause I didn't do anything constructive. 

Partially cause I am broke.

Partially cause I cry too much.

Partially cause I look awful.

Partially cause I feel horrid.

Partially cause I went looking for trouble.

Partially cause I played with fire.

And burnt my fingers again.

sigh.