God works mysterious ways!!
Never thought that attending CHC yesterday would help me regain my faith. it was as if the service was dedicated to me. dont know why i so emo LARH. i cried worse than attending Tony Anthony's testimony can? really SOBBED. die la. every little thing also cry. im now considering making CHC my home church, but i can let go of my catholic faith entirely, it will take me time to adjust, and i got to consider about my dad's point of view. i cant possibly dump him at Holy cross while i attend CHC. it's been a long time since i enjoyed worship. quiting youth group was a right decision, i must say. the people there are ultimate bitches [ both guys and girls , i must add.] they are prejudiced against people who are slower. they are definately prejudiced against CHC peeps. they thought me to like them. seriously , CHC people are way nicer than holy cross please, even the people who i met for the first time. why should they make me judge my faith with regards to the people instead of God himself.
thanks to dear shannen for asking me along yesterday. i really needed it.
im definately gonna attend Benny hinns , it'll be quite interesting. =)