I HAD ENOUGH!
IM SICK OF LIMITATIONS , EXPECTATIONS AND RESPONSIBILITIES!
nothing's going right in my life again.
where did the happiness go again?
huh?huh?huh?
where the fucking hell did it go?
there's nothing i've done right for myself , for my family , for my friends.
what the hell is wrong?
im a listening ear , but where's my own when i need it?
there's so many things to do , so little time
so many people to please , so little time
i wish i was a know it all.
i thought making people happy will ultimately make me happy.maybe it does , but i feel more drained than anything else.
so what if im only 17?
im not as ignorant as you and practically everybody else think i am.
how can you teach me not to help people?
you're leaving me baffled.
what's the most scary is the fact that you're starting to convince me.
the world's a crazy place and its getting to my head , not the red dye.
i have he urge to run again.
to run away from everything
im so tired.
i don seem to have been able to pick myself up from the fall.
why is everybody happy and im not?
its simply not fair.
i really give up for good.