when i blog too often it just means something's wrong.
look. there just went my happiness.wait. happiness left me long ago.
what take it easy? huh? take what easily? im losing it.
it doesnt take much to make me happy.
you cheated my feelings. toyed with me. am i some form of entertainment for you as you sit happily on your throne in heaven.
have you lost your powers? lost your ability to perform miracles?or are you biased and choosing to ignore.
i dare not pray for others to you anymore. i dont trust you with their lives.
you test me time and time again knowing its tough for me? what do you get or gain from it?
arent you just shallow. making people compete for your love and attention.when i think about it.the bible did mention what a biased person you were. why with all your great powers you chose to wipe out everyone in the flood but save Noah?dont exaggerate.you make everything so dramatic. at least there were more than one person on earth who trusted you and loved you so. but you killed them.okay. now look what's the world turning to? your people are fighting your people. Islam against Christianity. Christianity against Catholics? which of these make sense?you enjoy people fighting for you right? you're so selfish and egoistic. i bet heaven isnt big enough to accomodate so many people and that's why you chose not to call on most people.
i believe in you. i know you exist. i just very disappointed.
you with all your powers allow satan to win you.
i guess that you can be very disappointed in me. but i can too you.
its a long way to happy.
where are you when i need you?
you lost me.
im losing myself.