Thursday, 14 February 2008

i must have looked like a lesbian today.
maybe if i was it wouldnt hurt that much.
the day started really bad. everything went wrong.i wanted to stay in bed and not get up at all.
but im not gonna let history repeat itself.
i wished my head and heart worked in synch.
i wish my heart follows whatever my head is saying rather than the other way round.
one thing good about not being in love?no one can hurt you.
when i was still attached last year, i was certain i did not have to spend today alone.
that i would happily be walking on the streets ignoring pathetic single individuals cursing and swearing at me for having something they dont have.
i was wrong. i was one of the pathetic single individuals, complaining how valentines made me unhappy.ha.
but gesh, thank you leaving something behind when you left. thanking you for giving me my baby. the only thing that's been thru so much with me. the only one who listened to my endless complaints. the only one who sees and hears me cry behind closed doors. i cannot thank you more.(:thanks you for putting her here to ease this fucking life's journey i have to go thru.

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by the way , she loves atiqa's cookies too(:

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