I  believe im slowly letting go of him. That's really good to be honest. I ought to focus more on loving myself instead. I've been thinking a lot.Realised how many things I still have to do. I dont think i should let love hold me back. Sure, I'll feel down sometimes , but i'll make it through. I've come so far.Been through it before, what's a second time to me?

I wont let love get in the way of friendships i wanna keep. Friends are a forever thing. Love?You can very well lose it the day after you receive it.Time will tell. Maybe we'll walk in circles and only realise how blessed the journey has been when we are actually rewarded.

You'll only learn to appreciate things when you actually suffer for it.

Right now. I've got plans. Long term goals like furthering my studies overseas and what not. something that i dared not contemplate when i was still attached.

short term goals :

1.) successful completion of the modules i screwed up last year.(its gonna be tough juggling two semester worth of classes.)

2.)actually start printing my shirts already.

3.)meeting up with all my friends

4.)watching movies.

5.) indulge in a massive amount of anime

6.) eat chocolates and grow fat

7.)lose weight.( im not skinny LAR.stop telling me I am)

8.) Dye my hair a bolder shade of red

9.) start using orange eyeshadow

10.)finding me

i want an SLR and the whole Adobe series.

doing pointless quizzes and watching unicorn planet are great ways to waste time.