I had a pretty good talk with Atiqa today.

I'm starting to realise that my impression of guys in general are getting worse and worse.

No. Im not thinking of converting to a lesbian or something. At least at this point of time I'm normal. I'll tell you all one day if I ever decided that I want to be bisexual.

Its like I'm really pissed for Atiqa. They mess with our heads and leave us to clean up the mess.

I might have said this to a few people before and I would very much like to mention it again.

I'm not ready for a relationship, doubt I'll ever be. I've sorta given up on them.

I find it very hard to trust..guys