"No one ever said it'll be this hard..."

The more I face my family, the more I wanna get away from them.

I'm serious.

I really am tired especially of SARAH.

God, they should go away chalet-ing for longer periods and more often too.

They really don't respect me at all I tell you.

I can be changing and she leaves the room with the door wide open.

And she dares to show her temper at me for locking her out.ha.

I guess she doesn't realise that there are guys in my house.

Or...

She's deliberately trying to make my life worse.

Did I mention that she just barges into the toilet when I'm bathing?

The locks spoiled and hell yea, she makes full use of that.

I'm tired. I really don't need this.

All my problems are seemingly blown out of proportions.

And it suddenly came to me that I've been taking it out on food.

I binge a lot and I hate to look myself in the mirror now.

My face's so fucking round.

Excuse me.

I think I'd go stuff my finger up my throat.