"And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not..."

I was about to post Jesse McCartney's Just So You Know cause I was feeling that way.

Seriously, it's really hard to get anything done when your emotions take charge.

I just feel like crying and crying.

I thought I've long moved out of that phase.

I chatted with Farhan at 4 plus earlier this morning.

From what I heard, the classes got jumbled up again.

When he asked me ," What class?"

I was like , "No class."

"What school?"

"No school."

I didn't think I'd be able to say this but I miss Nafa.

I miss the people in Nafa.

It took me awhile to open up to them and when I finally felt that I fitted in,

Poof. I'm no longer there.

I miss Sakura.

I miss the people in Sakura.

it took me awhile to open up to them and when I finally fitted in,

Poof. I'm no longer there.

I really hate my inability to let go.

I seem to be the only one who finds it fucking hard .

I want to let go of things so I can move on with my life.

Cause it hurts a great deal being where I am right now.