"He is mighty to save..."
One last post before I turn in.
I couldn't stand it any longer. I need to get this out of my system.
I really have no idea why they are fighting.
It's been days.Everyone is fighting with everyone.
Tis' silly.
Mum's involved. Her pissed off behavior pisses me off too.
AND, my brother is gonna get a good slapping from me for talking back one of these days.
How come I'm ALWAYS involved in the things I have absolutely no involvement in?
Why do I have to be 'punished' with them when I really did nothing?
It hasn't changed much since I was five.Ha.
I'm still pretty annoyed with my uncles and aunts of my Dad's side too.
Seriously, what's the big idea of hiding Grandma's accident from us.
I mean, even if she had a minor fall , it's STILL their duty to inform.
But Grandma fell while taking out the trash( which is by the way the fucking maid's duty. The same maid you kept out of pity despite the fact that she disrespects grandma and makes the maid out of grandma.)She slipped and fell, toppling the whole bin on top of her. Was brought bleeding to the hospital only to be told by the doctor that she narrowly escaped death cause she fell on the back of her head and not the side.
And they didn't have the decency to inform.WTF.
Aldric's first birthday is taking place this Sunday, but he was admitted into the hospital a few days ago. It's worrying you know.
I miss Melisa. I've no idea where that cousin of mine disappeared to. She doesn't contact anyone every since she ran away from home. Including me LAR!
Speaking of family.
I feel so caught up with it ever since my aunt came back that I have hardly anytime for my friends let alone myself.
But here's the good thing, she's very generous with gifts.
I've received a Tiffany&co bracelet. Cute, but I don't quite know how to appreciate jewelry like the rest of that I've received over the years. Pearl Necklaces , Gold earrings. You name it.
She gave me a Loreal Scarf and a Abercrombie&Fitch polo tee.
My brother and Rashid both received 100 bucks respectively.
Wow or what?
Can I have my Van's sneakers and Topshop pumps please.(:
(Slaps myself.)
Anyways, Atiqa asked me to turn up for the Nafa student ambassador BBQ.
Like she persuaded : go there for the friends.
I'd like to go, very much in fact but I don't want to end the day feeling sorry for myself.
I feel useless enough as it is already.
I think one more day I don't get the materials to print shirts, the more annoyed I get with myself.
Same goes with asking Alvin to find a place for me in his ad company.
See? I know what's wrong and what I ought to do. Somehow, I'm never able to bring myself to carry it out.
I've set up the tshit page already.All I need is the motivation to carry on with the rest.
Okay.I ought to stop complaining before negativity overwhelms this blog all over again.
Kbye.
One last post before I turn in.
I couldn't stand it any longer. I need to get this out of my system.
I really have no idea why they are fighting.
It's been days.Everyone is fighting with everyone.
Tis' silly.
Mum's involved. Her pissed off behavior pisses me off too.
AND, my brother is gonna get a good slapping from me for talking back one of these days.
How come I'm ALWAYS involved in the things I have absolutely no involvement in?
Why do I have to be 'punished' with them when I really did nothing?
It hasn't changed much since I was five.Ha.
I'm still pretty annoyed with my uncles and aunts of my Dad's side too.
Seriously, what's the big idea of hiding Grandma's accident from us.
I mean, even if she had a minor fall , it's STILL their duty to inform.
But Grandma fell while taking out the trash( which is by the way the fucking maid's duty. The same maid you kept out of pity despite the fact that she disrespects grandma and makes the maid out of grandma.)She slipped and fell, toppling the whole bin on top of her. Was brought bleeding to the hospital only to be told by the doctor that she narrowly escaped death cause she fell on the back of her head and not the side.
And they didn't have the decency to inform.WTF.
Aldric's first birthday is taking place this Sunday, but he was admitted into the hospital a few days ago. It's worrying you know.
I miss Melisa. I've no idea where that cousin of mine disappeared to. She doesn't contact anyone every since she ran away from home. Including me LAR!
Speaking of family.
I feel so caught up with it ever since my aunt came back that I have hardly anytime for my friends let alone myself.
But here's the good thing, she's very generous with gifts.
I've received a Tiffany&co bracelet. Cute, but I don't quite know how to appreciate jewelry like the rest of that I've received over the years. Pearl Necklaces , Gold earrings. You name it.
She gave me a Loreal Scarf and a Abercrombie&Fitch polo tee.
My brother and Rashid both received 100 bucks respectively.
Wow or what?
Can I have my Van's sneakers and Topshop pumps please.(:
(Slaps myself.)
Anyways, Atiqa asked me to turn up for the Nafa student ambassador BBQ.
Like she persuaded : go there for the friends.
I'd like to go, very much in fact but I don't want to end the day feeling sorry for myself.
I feel useless enough as it is already.
I think one more day I don't get the materials to print shirts, the more annoyed I get with myself.
Same goes with asking Alvin to find a place for me in his ad company.
See? I know what's wrong and what I ought to do. Somehow, I'm never able to bring myself to carry it out.
I've set up the tshit page already.All I need is the motivation to carry on with the rest.
Okay.I ought to stop complaining before negativity overwhelms this blog all over again.
Kbye.
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