Sunday, 5 October 2008

"Run baby run..."

I think I'm falling sick.

Just sent my aunt off at the airport.
Haha, I'm not on the plane with her.
Shan't emo today cause somebody totally made my day.

Jerahmeel got his A7X ticket already and he was like, " Eh, you going anot?"
And I went, "Noooooo..."
And started whining and stuff.
He was DAMN nice.
"Okay, I sponser you. Serious."
I turned him down. I'll feel bad that my younger cousin has to dig up his savings to send me to a concert.
But the very thought of it was very nice.(:
I heart family.
We all have giraffe necks.

Well, I don't deserve to go anyway.
Remember how you always get rewarded when you get good grades?
(Haha. I have scores of Enid Blyton's rewards...which I often finish within an hour and mum will secretly regret buying the darn book.)
Well, it's the same thing. I cannot expect people to treat me good when I've done nothing to deserve it.

So yea, I'm still very keen on the t-shirt thing.
So, I'm meeting Razak this wed to get started with it.
I have both good AND bad feelings about this.
I don't know why. Despite it not being an ideal 'job', I feel so stubborn about it.
Even when people try to convince me out of it and I'm somewhat convinced, part of me still wants to prove to them that I can make something out of it.
The last time I had such a feeling was when I decided to join NAFA.
Nah, I think I'm being foolish again.
I don't know how to prove myself otherwise.

Cheerup pill(:
Aiden.
Meaning : Little fire , eden.
How true.
I'm glad I gave him that name.(:

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