"I don't know where to begin..."

I'm very cranky.

The whole family's doing things to farking irritate me.

Sheryl, sheryl, sheryl, sheryl, sheryl.

Everything's sheryl.

My room's a cluttered mess.

My table's a mess of my stuff and Sarah's.

MY TABLE.

Well, honestly, it wouldn't be much of deal when I'm not unhappy.

But I am pissed and I always blame people when I am.

And it's not like you people don't already know.

When I'm in a bad mood, I'll bring out all the past shit and emo it out together.

I'm starting to wonder if I'm really gonna spend the rest of my life at Sakura.

I doubt I even have enough money to go ahead with the business I had planned to.

And how the whole world keeps telling me it won't work out,

the only way to get my life back on track is to go back to school.

Don't bullshit with me.

I know my folks can't afford it.

I'm a selfish person but I'm not that selfish.

Also, I hate the idea of starting from scratch.

I ought to shut up before I start bitching like how I used to last time.