i just woke up from a 5hr nap to make up for the sleepless night at the airport. it was fun but im in no mood to talk about the good stuff.

like i've said, GOOD THINGS ARE TEMPORARY.
i've been trying my best to make the best of all that's happen.
tried to find distractions whenever a mood swing is in tow. but now i cant even make use of distraction.
i've been using music and anime to kinda block out everything. i dont know which idiot , in my abscence went to destroy my ear piece which i bought not to long ago.ha. and there's the fucking sarah who sat on my chocolate. when i shouted at her for that , she told me , "DONT EAT LARH." i thank you God for making my life so much better. ha. even in the company of my friends i can have mood swings. ha. just when i thought things were getting ok, you had to make sarah pop up to ruin my okayness.ha. when i prayed to you while watching the sunrise today, did you hear me? can you hear me at all?
when i think back, you never really made things any better. it gets worse and worse. i was a fool to think it was gonna be okay.ha.

and people, when i cry. its not over the minor things alright. i may look like im crying because you sat on my chocolate. its more than that. its because you deprived me of my little temporary happiness.
when i cry about one thing , my chain of thoughts will just lead to another reason to cry.
misery loves its company.

how many of you know me?
nobody really. i dont even know myself.
the friends test is bullshit.