i would have to agree with hafiz that we're all growing up.
things happen and you seem to know more.
these past few months are nothing short of reflective for me.
things come and go in life. people come and go.
the time at the airport was very reflective for me. like how carmie and robert went back.how they went away.
at the wedding, it really hit me that uncle george was no longer around when aunty nan turned up alone. you kinda feel the lost. know that ahmah's no longer around , cyriana's no longer around.
and there's the new addition to the family. baby aldric.
all these happened in a single year.
how i fell in love and lost it. anyone can love you or leave you. there's no such thing as a physical forever. we all grow . love grow old. people break up and people die.and all the same , people still hope for a forever. and that's a very heart warming thing to know. one good example will be the newly weds ephrem and kelly.

how wish i can live life and love as recklessly as possible.
i want things to be done. i dont want to regret when my time's up.
i dont want to do things when its too late.
geshy message to me kinda made me really how late it was for that thank you.

i want to let all those who i love know that i love them.
say all my thank yous, all my welcomes , and the sorries.
settle tomorrow's problems tomorrow and not let it affect my today.

i want to be happy? so God will you let me?