" To act and damn the consequence, how I wish it could be that easy..."

I feel so crumbly.
I'm upset about being upset.
I know I'm not at my worst.
I just feel very suffocated.
Do you not understand?
Why are you all so quick to label me spoilt and whiny?
Do you actually think I'm happy with this state of insecurity?
As much as you always emphasize how much you're not like me, please take a step back and realise I'm not like you either.

Thank you much.