"Nobody said it was easy, No one ever said it would be this hard..."

I think I need a solo holiday to re-evaluate my life, my goals and my priorities.
I need away time from everyone.
(I ought to fly off with my aunt to dubai this coming sunday.hahaha)
There are too many people feeding me too many ways think, too many ways to feel.
All conflicting ideas, I'll add.
There's a freaking traffic jam in my head.
I sort of lost the initial joy and pride I had in what I claimed I loved to do.
Oh well.
I guess I still cant pry away from this damned lifestyle.

kfxckingbye.