" Tell me. sing a song for my lonely soul..."

I don't know why, but to date I am still very much affected by what people think of me.
I'm just starting to feel comfortable around them and to hear a negative comment now; it makes me want to build up walls again. Be all cautious and wary again.
I feel judged and really wanna cry and let you know how bad it feels but I shouldn't.
So I wouldn't.

I know you'll probably come across this post on a later date.
By then, it'll all be over.