you know , valentine's day is really bugging me soooooo badly. i mean there's chinese new before that and what not right?
im so affected by it lar. like so fucking God damn affected by it.its making me lose all sanity.im starting to chicken out from what i had intended to do.
valentine's day is invading in on my secrets and its too close for comfort.
i dont see how the situation would change in a matter of 3 weeks.

i need a freaking decoy to move on.