i hate myself more than anything else in the world. you people have absolutely no idea. hamid, i've no patience?ha. you have no idea how long i've been walking in circles. so what if i managed to overcome this obstacle and successfully gotten over the assessment? my problems are still here. they will not go away. overcoming an obstacle just simply means you have more to come.simple as that.im tired to the bone and how many days have i not messaged you farid. im surprised how long i managed to last without calling you.i look for my own troubles or so it seems,but its God who is always testing me.
im tired of playing games with you God. you win.