i want to give up. i dont see the point trying and trying and getting nowhere.
and its unbelievably hard to hide how i feel. been trying to suppress it for a couple of days.
i dont really wanna be a burden to anyone no more.
i just want to give in already.i dont to wake up each morning having to drag myself to face a new day.
i'll never be in a state of bliss again. i know that.
im too tired to look forward and strive for that.