i slowly see my life sink pit bottom again.really.nothing's going fine. at least my emotions are more stable now. they've settled into a routine. smile in the day. emo at night.i cannot be alone or so it seems. i see people walking out of my life already. see nothing im doing going right. my hamster's critically ill, the vet says. my family is fast running out of cash. im not working at all and have to spend money like nobody's business.im fast becoming a burden to everyone. my family, my friends.God maybe?
why does the world need another burden?
im lonely and im tired. i want to give up. i wish i'll fall asleep and not wake up.